can't bear to let go anything i have now

Friday, October 9, 2009 7:44 PM

today is the last day for N level
on the way home i was thinking
"did i study very hard for N level"
the answer to this question is nope
so no matter what turns out it all
i accept it cause it my fault for not studying for it
so sec 5 is a BIG no no for me
and graduation is just weeks away
i ask myself "will you miss school"
and the answer is YES i will miss school
no matter how i hated this school
i will still miss school like how i always miss my primary school life
and on on and on having this thoughts and question all the while
so finally i decided not to think anymore
so i SLPET
and i relize something
we been in the same school/class for many years
u changed/i changed
suddenly think of not having u in my school/class anymore
make me want all this things to stop
but life goes on