today went sch for rehearsal onlymorning super slack lorthen sleepy sia todaysleep also cannot sleep cause got k aroundkeep saying things make me laughthen cannot sleeptoday went auditorium for rehearsalnow i relize our sch auditorium is damm small siatake props therethen some1 keep stepping the thing lehthen say i auntiehaix nth to say alsothen got two rehearsal1st one went well2nd one when my turn to go outi nev go out cause listen them talk until blurthen they keep callingpai seh lorthen stupid k keep laughingthen got things happendon scare okay linwe be around u dedon worry be happy (:and to k i koe u are unhappy it just that u don wan say out only using all kinds of method to forget saying die u don koe how much i felt toward tis die thing cause if u have the chance to live treasure it don wait untill u really lost it then regret i having tis regret i nev make it up for it liao so don tell me u wan die again and really muz thank you lah everytime got problem talk to u like hen fan ni zhe yang but u nev say anything juz listen patiently so thank you
for making such a good start in ite for me and i will always rmb the dayswhere we laugh and shoot each other decause it is the best memories i have nowhaixending soon liao the nct
and the words we talk is not even to 100 lor
haix
i waiting for the day to come
for him to talk to me
but when one month,two month or one year
i really don koe
i aslo don dare talk to him 1st
haix
see fact lor if he wan us talk then the day will come de
juz don koe how long will it be